not to be a communist on main but these are literally the modes of alienation under capitalism that marx described
PLEASE be a communist on my posts its literally capitalism thats making me feel this way
we’re moving out soon.
separately, thank god.
i can’t do it for much longer. listen to you snore. feel your presence down the hall.
you’re living with me in my new place for a month before your lease starts. i really don’t want you to but i cant let you be homeless.
i just really want this part of my life to be over. i don’t want to end up resenting you but i think i might.
we fell out of love.
we stopped trying.
i think you did first and i followed your lead.
your insecurities led us to a new place in our relationship- the end.
it’s better this way, it really is. we’re better off as friends.
i sucked your dick two days ago as a last ditch effort for you to give me something back.
you don’t reciprocate and you don’t initiate. we havent kissed in two days and don’t say i love you anymore. you told me goodnight tonight and i said it back. you sighed and rolled over. when i asked, “what’s wrong” you sighed and said nothing. i know you want me to kiss you but the fact is that i feel under appreciated and you don’t show me affection anymore. i’m not going to give you a kiss because you want one but are too scared to ask. just kiss me! throw me against the wall! do something! initiate!
but no. i don’t really want that from you anymore. the time has long passed since ive wanted you to show me affection and make me feel loved. now i want it from someone else.
do you what happens when you constantly call yourself ugly and tell me i could do so much better than you? i start to believe you.
i want to be able to fall asleep in a bed that you aren’t in.
i want to be your best friend. not your lover. i don’t want you to not be in my life anymore, but i don’t want to call you my boyfriend.
i’m too pretty to be this under appreciated. i need more! and we both know that you’re so far past effort that nothing will save us.
i think we both know we don’t love each other anymore.
